Eddie walks to the office of the grain elevator at the farmers coop. The dust around him is created when he starts to dump the load of grain his semi truck is hauling.

NOT FOR SALE

( 2011 - present )

Ruts caused by covered wagons are still visible across the landscape of the Sandhills in Nebraska.

As artists we must address our complicity in colonial systems.

Land in Nebraska was first enclosed by waves of European settlers, stolen from its original stewards in “lawful” moves like the Homestead Act. This is how my own family came to take land and to farm in Nebraska.

used tires are positioned to control erosion of the hills around the highway.

Exploited migrant labor has been an integral part of commodity farming in Nebraska. The Bracero Program is just one example within a much larger machine. The program ran from 1942 to 1964, bringing farm and railroad workers into the United States from Mexico. The first Braceros came in September of 1942 for the sugar beet harvest. 

The bracero program is one example of exploitation within a much larger machine. the program ran from 1942-64, bringing farm workers to the US from Mexico. The first came in September of ‘42 for the sugar beet harvest.

“The Bracero Program must also be considered through a human lens that transcends national borders. There is no doubt that it was devastating for the families of those who departed to work in the United States.”

Elisabeth W. Mandeel, The Bracero Program 1942-1964, in the American International Journal of Contemporary Research.

Santos stands next to his semi truck, the hood of the truck is open so he can make repairs.

"La tierra ha dado su cosecha; Dios, nuestro Dios, nos bendice. Dios nos bendecirá, y todos los confines de la tierra lo temerán."

Psalms 67‬:‭ 6‬-‭7‬

A red work-gloved hand reaches out to work on the wheel of the semi truck trailer.

Santos’ father was a Bracero. Santos began working as a migrant laborer at age nine and continued for over 30 years. The family once split their time between Mexico and a smattering of states where they worked in agriculture; a typical harvest season included fruit in California, apples in Washington, cotton in Alabama, and sugar beets in Nebraska. As physical labor was replaced by mechanization, Santos transitioned into other work. 2010 was the first year the family spent entirely in Nebraska.

a side table with a lamp and family photos.
Sitting in the backseat of grandma’s car, Sarita looks out of the back window with a piece of candy. Eddie and Santos work on paperwork outside of the car.
a donkey, a campfire and other props for the nativity play are stacked on top of or near furnace filters in the church basements donkey. Light from an unseen basement window lets in the light.
posing together in the basement of the church.

In 2011, I began grad school studying journalism, but left because the program insisted that objectivity meant extraction without reciprocity. Sometime after I left, I ran into my professor, and he asked if I had “sold” the family I was working with. Stunned by this thoughtless choice of words, I told him, the family was “not for sale.”

The generosity, and the consent, of the family I introduce in this work is what makes it possible to share at all. Given how rights in the US are swiftly eroding, and out of an abundance of caution, I have redacted some identifying information from this and other public platforms. I look forward to a future where we needn’t worry about sharing family stories.

Capitalism distorts the realities of exploitation in agriculture, it is important to not perpetuate this harm, and instead, to clarify the nuances of what it takes to put food on grocery store shelves. Franz Fanon teaches us that to be ethical practitioners, we have to be committed to revolutionary practice. That means not functioning as if capitalism or colonialism are natural and have always existed.

This work benefited from the guidance and support of Laura El-Tantawy and Elisa Medde. For more, linked below are the 2024/25 CRITICAE presentations.

not for sale